new hope

bila masuk tahun baru, biaselah, semua orang sibuk dengan azam baru masing. tidak ketinggalan, aku pun ade azam baru. aku harap azam ni boleh dicapai.*cehh, bajet je.

azam tu mestilah nak dapat straight A's dlm SPM. siapa yg x nak kan? kalau tanye semua form 5 dis year, semua mesti nak result baik. kalau ade yang x nak tu ...... aku pun x tahu nak cakap ape.

so, to all fivers yg bakal menduduki SPM dis year, aku wish korang sumer good luck.

and aku juga nak mintak maaf dkt semua kenalan aku kalau aku ada buat salah selama ni dgn korang. especially dkt kau A, sbb selalu buat kau marah2 n risau. janji lepas ni x nak buat lagi. :DD

HAPPY NEW YEAR DKT KORANG SEMUA !

HEY GUYS,

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

may all the shitty things that happened to you last year will not happen again

:DD

AYAHANDA GEMBO

haha. serious dp kau macho gilerr. rindu gilerr dkt kau. hope kau x pindah next year.

sape pernah buat 4benda ni time kecik2 :

1. naik kereta, tengok bulan & ingat bulan tu ikut kita.

2. naik basikal, boleh lepas tangan dari 'handle', rase hebat giler.

3. masa sekolah, ade orang bagi susu 'free', lepas ambik sekali, menyamar jadi orang lain, beratur ambik air lagi.

4. lukis burung guna huruf 'M'.

* aku rindu zaman kecik2. :DD

Always in my heart

will always love you A

have you ever felt with just a single song can reminds you all the good memories from your past and you know its not gonna happen again ?

it's life

sometimes,

you just have to fall from the mountain to realize what you are climbing for,

obstacles are placed in our way to see if what we want is really worth fighting for,

from every wound there's a scar,

and,

every scar tells a story,

a story that says,

"I was deeply wounded but I survived"

SOMEBODY ,

TOLONG AKU !!!!

Let me be your SuperHero

When the city lights go down tonight,

and you live miles away,

You can count on me,

to keep you safe and away from harm,

The one to save your day.

I'll be watching for your light in the night sky,

to tell me that you're scared,

and you need me there,

you don't have to run and hide,

'cause that's when I fly right in,

and you can take my hand,

We'll fly like we've never before.

Spending the rest of my days with you

depicted in a picture

Living your life

As you read this, think. think about every single word, every single sentence that you read. You're young. You need to live. You need to realize that being mad at someone is silly. People make mistakes, we're human, it's okay. Forgive and forget. Don't lose a friend because something small happened, forgive them. Forget about their mistakes, you'd want the same from them if you did it.If you like someone, tell them. You don't know what could happen to them. It's sad to think about, but it's true. People die every day, every minute, every second. You never know. Have fun, dance in public, sing at the top of your lungs, don't hold in a laugh, and hold back a smile. Dress how you want, not how other want you to. Be free, don't let anyone tell you what you can and cannot do. Say what's on your mind, tell everyone your thoughts, let out your opinion, it should never go unheard. Live your life as much as you can because you never know what could happen. You just don't know.

Online dating with Miss A

or you could just call it skype-ing.

Singing goodnight to the moon,

Wishing you were here,

Lying down beside me,

Sharing your thoughts just with me,

Laughing at those times.

E.Lansonn/A.Stiffler

est.2006

kau x rase kite makin jauh ke ?

hscdhcbdkvj

babi bosan

-___-

Our Life

We're teenagers.

We're still learning.

Shit happens.

We cheat, we lie, we criticize, we fight over stupid things.

We fall in love and end up getting hurt.

We party till dawn.

We drink till we pass out.

We hate people for no reason.

We call each other names.

We stay up late having deep conversations,

or stay up late just to think.

We go out and have a kick ass time with our friends and those will be the memories.

One day that's all going to pass.

You can waste your time focusing on all the bad things,

but one day you're gonna wish you were still a teenager.

So, make the most of what you have now,

forget all the bullshit and drama

and

LIVE YOUR LIFE WITH A SMILE ON YOUR FACE

:DD

post di pagi hari

tengah2 malam ni, dalam kebosanan yang mengusai diri, aku berfikir panjang. apa yang sudah aku buat selama 16 tahun hidup di dunia ni. adakah semuanya baik ? ataupun semuanya lebih kepada keburukuan ? kesunyian malam ini membuatkan aku terasa sangat jauh daripada masalah2 yang membelenggu diri ini. bukan selalu dapat waktu lapang macam ni. kosongkan fikiran. tenangkan diri. aku rasa aku perlu minta maaf kepada rakan2 aku. ya, betul. rakan2 yang banyak bersabar dengan sikapku. aku tahu, aku tak sempurna. tiada orang yang sempurna dalam dunia ni. jadi, andai ada kesilapan aku selama ini, aku harap korang semua maafkan. kepada keluarga aku, yang menjadi tiang penyokong dalam kehidupan aku ini, aku mengucapakan se-infiniti terima kasih kepada kalian kerana sanggup membantu dan mendorong aku dalam kehidupan seharian. terutamanya kepada AB. thanks bro, for everything that you have done for me. dan yang paling penting, aku minta maaf kepada kau, A. maaf kerana tidak menjadi teman yang baik. maaf kerana aku selalu tiada di situ untuk menemani kau. aku harap kau faham, yang walaupun kita berjauhan, perasaan aku terhadap kau tidak pernah berubah. dan terima kasih juga kerana banyak bersabar dengan sikapku. aku tahu, aku banyak sakitkan hati kau, buat kau marah, buat kau sedih. tapi A, aku bukan sengaja. kau faham kan ? terima kasih kerana sanggup menjadi cahaya kepada kehidupan aku. kau tak akan tinggalkan aku dalam gelap bukan ? aku harap kau akan menemani aku sampai ke syurga nanti.

AKU SAYANG KORANG SEMUA !

We'll crawl together, until we could walk.

Then we'll run, until we're strong enough to jump.

Then we'll fly until the end of the world.

Just you and me girl.

Distance will never come between us. That I promise you girl.

hoi kawan !

semua yang aku dah buat untok kau, aku rase macam kau x hargai. semua nasihat aku, kau abaikan. kau nak aku cakap macam mane lagi hah ? aku dah nasihat kau sabagai kawan, sebagai abang, sebagai saudara seagama, tapi, kau buat donno je. sumpah SAKIT hati bro. cube kau fikir, kalau kawan kawan kau ni takde, kau hidup macam mane. kau tak ingat ke dulu2, time kau diBENCI ramai ? kau ingat kau boleh hidup dekat sini sorang2 ? jangan sampai kawan kau semua tinggalkan kau baru kau nak berubah. kau fikir baik2 lah ape yg aku tulis ni. aku dah naik MELUAT dekat kau dah. aku harap kau bahagia dengan hidup kau sekarang.

I LOVE YOU THIS BIG !!!

I'm gonna live my life with you, A :DD

YOU'RE LIKE A ROCKET IN MY MIND

>////<

_

Sweet Serendipity of Life

It is interesting…what crosses our path rather unexpectedly, or as I often deem it, serendipitously. This past week has been full of sweet serendipity regarding exams, school, friends,teachers and family. Hoping that all the good things will last. Life is all about enjoying the little things, right ? So, don't be a malingerer. Do sit back and enjoy your the bit of life that the Almighty gave you. Start to appreciate the little things in life, who knows that there is a pleasant surprise lurking behind a corner of your daily life. Be grateful to god for giving us a chance to live another day in His beautiful world. When you encounter a setback, don't be upset. Find comfort in your friends and family. It's okay to cry. For me, one of the best creation of god are friends. They will always be there when you are in need. Mom and Dad will also be there when you need them. They had showered you with their love ever since you were born, only you didn't realize it. Love and respect them all the time. The most important thing is, remember god in everything that you do :DD

SUBJEK KIMIA SANGAT KELAKAR!!!!

p.s : sumpah. aku x tipu !

Dear Parents ,

JASMINE was in a relationship with a dirty ,

homeless boy named Aladdin ,

SNOW WHITE lived alone with 7 men ,

PINNOCHIO was a liar ,

ROBIN HOOD was a thief ,

TARZAN walks around without clothes on ,

A stranger kissed SLEEPING BEAUTY and she married him ,

CINDARELLA lied and snuck out at night to attend party .

You can't blame us .

We were thought to rebel since a young age

Mission Impossible :DD

Hey Mr. Dn ....

Mission Impossible phase 1 dah siap .

entering phase 2 .

kau tunggu je result dia nnt .

mesti kau x sangka .

aku dah seting baek punya !

mR. eArPhOnE :DD

dear Mr. Earphone ...

sori sbb buat enkau marah . aku bukannye sengaja nak buat kau marah . mmg time aku dengar tu benda tu daa rosak sebelah . aku ingat mmg mcmtu so , aku xde laa risau sangat . tetibe bangin tido je kau daa marah . kau kate...."DAA ROSAK BUKANNYE NAK BAGITAU !!!" . mcmmane nak bagitau .... aku tengah tido -__- lpas tu Mr. Troy tanye kau x suro ganti ke ? kau kate pulak..."NAK HARAPKAN DIE GANTI ? HMPH . PEGI MAMPOS LAA !!!"(yg ni aku x sure kau ckp ke x sbb aku tengh mamai time tu). aku sedey jgak laa sbb kau anggap aku mcmtu . aku tak kisah sangat kalau psal nk ganti benda tu . tp , kalau friendship kite putus sbb benda ni .... aku tak tau laa nak ckp mcm mane . rase pelik gile kalau aku tengah galak pastu kau diam je .... so kat sini aku nak cakap sori dkat kau Mr. Earphone . harap kau terima maaf aku .

p.s : sekarang ni aku n Mr. Don ade mission impossible . kau tunggu jelaa ape yg jadi nnt .

When we drink we get drunk ,

when we get drunk ,

we fall asleep ,

when we fall asleep ,

we commit no sin ,

when we commit no sin ,

we go to heaven ,

So ,

let’s all get drunk and go to heaven .

:DD

ANY GUY CAN LOVE A THOUSAND GIRLS , BUT ONLY A RARE GUY CAN LOVE A GIRL IN A THOUSAND WAYS .

Puisi buat kekasih :DD

I love the way you smile when I'm with you ,

I love it when you say my name ,

I love the way you frown at me ,

I love it when you play with my hair ,

I love the way you get mad at my stupid jokes ,

I love it when you say 'ishh, budak ni kan...' to me ,

I love the way you play with your pets ,

I love the feeling when we're together ,

and it feels like nothing else matters in this world .

In other words ,

I LOVE YOU MISS CAPITAL A .

Being different is GREAT !!!

Merindukanmu

it's a fact and you can't change it .

DYA LENSA ... AKU ADE DUA PERKATAAN UNTUK KAU :

BOSAN BODOH !!!!

Katah Oh Katak ! :DD

I LOVE DISSECTING FROGS

Addicted

Giving up smoking is the easiest thing in the world . I know because I've done it a thousand times .

Use your pinky to scratch the inside of your ears. sounds like pacman.

It's Irresistible .

Serigala pun hisap rokok ?

Hell Yeah !

Fuck the World and Everyone Inside It .

Hey A

Dearest Capital A ,

You are so beautiful .

Stop wishing you were someone else ,

You are pretty ,

You are just perfect .

Don't change yourself .

Don't cry for someone who doesn't need your tears ,

Be happy ,

Smile .

Laugh as much as you want ,

Be stupid with your friends if you want to .

It's okay to let your hair down sometimes .

Don't listen to that bitch that always make fun of you .

Life is to short to let her condemn you .

Love yourself .

And remember ,

I am always by your side ...

I'm learning Dinosaur words !!!

RAWR !

It means 'I love you' in Dinosaur language

Yeah , I'm Superman ! :DD

hey A

To be honest with you ,

I am not a sweet talker ,

I don't have the words to make you feel better ,

but ,

I do have the arms to give you a hug ,

ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about ,

and I have a heart ,

a heart that's aching to see you smile again .

SO A , JANGAN MENANGIS LAGI OK ?

Chasing Dreams

haishh ...

melepaslaa peluang aku nak pegi Australia ...

sorry doe Bogard , Hazman sbb x dapat teman korang pegi sana ...

kalau ikutkan hati , nak je aku sambung training ...

tp nak buat camne ...

dah 'kuasa veto' sruruh balik , aku pon kenelaa ikut ...

walau macam manepon ...

short time yg aku spend dkat sana mmg best !!!

dpt jumpa bdk2 ragbi yg mmg power dari seluruh Malaya ni !

aku ddk situ pon rase kecik je diri ni ...

jumpe member2 lama , member2 baru ....

same2 enjoy bermandi peloh ...

makan2 lpas training ...

'fly' same2 ....

kena denda same2 ...

kpd yang terpilih untuk ke Aussie ....

GOOD LUCK GUYS !!!

p.s : kirim salam aku dekat orang2 putih ek ?

A Coke a day keeps the doctor away !!!

Bank Of Ganja

Dengar nama je daa rase 'high'

Loved you since I was eight , and will still love you when you're eighty , A . :DD

"ni Winston doe . x boleh pareng ramai-ramai ."

haha ! nak tergelak aku dengar kata-kata tu . bapak kedekotnye . x nak bagi cakaplaa x nak bagi . aku xde laa kesah sangat . lpas dah cakap camtu xde plak nak minx maaf . huh ! kate dulu berani buat berani tanggung . cakap je lebih . aku xde laa marah sangat . crack je . sbb aritu dgan banggenya dia cakap die ni benih sbb berjaya menyatukan kembali bdak2 dorm yang bergadoh dulu . tp sekarang ni die jd benih yang buat bdk2 dorm berpecah balek . yg sorang lagi tu same je . membontot org je tau . hidop mcm takde tujuan sendiri . aku bukan nye marah dkat die pon . lpas tu distance kan diri dari aku . haishh .

ape laa nak jadi dgan bdak2 dorm aku sekarang ?

Kalau camtu aku boleh jadi macam Harry Potter lah maksudnye ?

Destination : South Korea .

Happy gila hari ni . td cikgu cakap nama aku ada dalam selection nak pegi Korea ! sumpah sekarang ni rase estatic gila ! tak tahu nak cakap ape lagi . I'm lost for words right now . I just want you guys to wish me luck . Insyaallah , kalau diizinkan tuhan dan juga BAPAK aku , aku boleh pergi .

South Korea , HERE I COME !!! :DD

Yeah . It sucks being ignored by you , A .

Dear Sir who lacks Empathy .

I don't think our relationship can be the same again ,

You just went a step to far this time ,

and I'm not just going to sit down and do nothing ,

this time ,

I'm going to fight you ,

yes ,

you may say that I'm questioning the fundamental of our relationship ,

but I don't really care anymore ,

not after everything that has happened last night ,

I'm just sorry to say that,

I don't love you ,

like I did yesterday .

Dear Home

I wanna go home

Time passing by

I don't know for how long

Mountains on each side

and the sky above

rolling, rolling, rolling

on the dusty ground

dirt in my eyes

it's hurting my mind

oh

I wanna go home

I wanna go home

Drenched in sweat

as I wake in the night

a drip on my face

from the pitch black sky

falling, falling, falling

is the blood that I shred

in the endless quest

of getting home again

I miss you home

Thank God I'm Home . :DD

"Angry Birds in Real Life"

I LOVE YOU CAPITAL A !!!!

Encik Jack of All Trades

Hey Mr. JoAT !

If you read my post carefully ,

you would've realized that I'm concerned about you .

Schools are vast factories for producing machines . Us machines don't deserve appreciation

Sorry Dad :(

hey Dad ...

I've let you down once ,

and I'm afraid that I may have let you down once again ,

Sorry Dad...

I was arrogant ,

I thought that I could bend the law ,

you told me not to be a rebel ,

I didn't listen ,

Now , when I'm in troubled waters ,

I have no courage to face you dad ,

to let you know that I have shattered your expectations ,

you've done so much for me dad ,

thank you for all that you have done for me ,

I'm sorry daddy ...

hey A

hey A ,

Sorry for messing up ,

din't mean to ,

really ,

hope you understand ,

you know I can't stand seeing you mad at me ,

it feels like somethin's ripping my heart open ,

so A ,

forgive me ,

kay .

Miss You Capital A .

awak , awak ! !

awak , awak ! !

awak,

dalam tidur saya semalam , saya mimpi.

dalam mimipi saya uh ,

ada banyak bintang.

bintang-bintang uh bekerlipan.

cantik sangat.

saya suka.

tiba-tiba , ada satu bintang jatuh.

tanpa saya sedari ,

bintang tu dah ada dalam pelukan saya.

mula-mula saya tak pecaya.

saya ingat ,

"DALAM BERJUTA BINTANG ,

TAKDE SATU PUN UNTUK SAYA. ''

rupa-rupanya , masih ada bintang yang sanggup terima saya.

bintang tu , awak la.

TERIMA KASIH awak ,

sebab awak sudi jadi bintang saya ,

bintang dalam kegelapan mimpi saya ,

bintang yang menjadi penyeri hidup saya.

tapi ,

bintang tu makin lama , makin suram cahayanya.

awak dah bosan dengan saya ? ?

awak marah saya ke ? ?

atau saya ada buat salah.

SORI awak. . . .

saya tak sempurna ,

tapi saya cuba untuk jadi yang sempurna untuk awak ,

walaupun pada hakikatnya tiada orang yang sempurna

dalam dunia.

awak ,

saya nak awak tau ,

saya perlukan awak.

saya tak berani ungkapkan kata cinta pada awak ,

bukan sebab saya tak cinta awak.

saya cuma xnak kehilangan awak.

saya xnak bintang yang saya peluk ni ,

pergi ,

tinggalkan saya seorang diri.

tapi , saya janji.

saya akan jaga awak sampai saat saya terpaksa PERGI . . .

((:

*DYA LENSA pinjam ayat kau jap eh ! ! hha ! !

Life Without Problems is a Boring Existence .

so , ape salahnya kalau kadang2 kite buat silap kan ? orang kate 'nobody is perfect' . aku setuju . mmg tiada orang yang sempurna dkat dalam dunia nie . so cikgu , kalau orang buat silap tu pandai2 laa maafkan . nabi pun boleh ampunkan umat , xkan cikgu x boleh kot ?

dkat kelas cikgu ajar kami pendidikan sivik , nilai2 murni , moral values n macam lagi2 tp saya rasa dkat dalam bilik guru tu kan ..... lagi banyak calon2 yang masok neraka . bergosip 24/7 x berhenti henti . bile ade murid buat salah cikgu sebarkan dekat semua orang . bile lame2 cerita tu makin menjadi jadi plak . cikgu tau tak yang itu namenye fitnah ?

bile orang nak berubah cikgu condemn kami . cikgu kate tak nampak pun effort . abis tu majlis maaf maafan tu ape nye ? bukan effort ke ? kami semua buat drama , cikgu dengan selamba kate bosan . cikgu tak tahu yang kitorang bersusah payah training nak puaskan hati semua cikgu . pagi bute baru tido , sbb nak perfectkan semua benda . majlis pun kami buat ikhlas . tp cikgu tak hargai semua tu . cikgu selalu kata , kalau dekat sekolah guru adalah ibu bapa kami yang kedua . kalau adelah mak bapak kami mcm ni kan , kami dah lama lari dari rumah ! patutlaa budak banyak 'lari' dari kelas !

THANK YOU FOR "APPRECIATING' US TEACHERS !

A Visit to the Headmaster's Office !

ptg td..
time kelas BM..
tetibe cikgu Jimmy panggil aku...
die kate HM panggil..
aku dah menggelabah puyuh dah...

asal HM panggil aku plak ?

mase aku on the way ke biik Hm..
aku stop dkat tandas kjap...
solek sana..
solek sini..
bagi nampak kemas cket..

mase aku keluar tu..
aku jumpe Donald n Tabung dkat library...
diorang kate diorng pon kene panggil dgan HM...
so..
kitorang bertiga pon pegi bilik HM sesama...
masuk dalam bilik Hm tengok2 ade Gembo...

lpas masuk tu HM straight lecture kitorang pasal x puase ...
aritu aku ade x puase dkat skola...
aku order nasi dkat pak guard...

tp...
macam mane cikgu boleh tahu ?

apepon....
lpas tu aku cover baek punye dgan HM..
die pon caye dgna cerite aku
so..aku x de laa kene hukuman...
yang laen tu sume x reti cover...
so..
HM kate lpas cuti raye nnt diorang akan kene hukuman...
aku harap member2 aku tu takde laa kene hukuman terok terok..

tp..
yg paling musykil ni...


budak batch aku ade jadi spy cikgu ke ?

Hi Guys !

HI SEMUA ! ;DD
Sumpah bro lame gile x bukak blog nie....

habuk...
sawang...
tikus...
lipas...

sume ade time aku bukak balek blog nie....
lpas buat 'spring cleaning' baru rase selesa nak tulis blog...



anyway...

aku nak cerita pasal sorang kawan aku ni...
name die tak payahlaa korang tau...
die ni dkat skola..
nak kate pandai tu takde laa sangat...
bersukan pon x...
hensem pon x...
kuat agama pon x...

senang cerita die ni mmg bdk yg pasif gile dkt skola aku...

tp..
bile dah naik form 4 ,
perangai die ni bertukar...
die mula 'settle' budak...

*stettle tu mcm pukul laa...

die hisap rokok...
die pakai hiasan pelik2..
contoh mcm rantai besi...
pastu mcm2 lagi laa yg die buat...
sampai budak2 batch aku panggil die 'ayahanda'...

aku ni bukan laa baik sangat..
tapi die ni mmg dah x ingat mak bapak lagi...
sembahyang pon tinngal camtu je...
pastu die guna duit mak bapak die bagi beli kredit...
lpas tu kredit tu die bagi dkat awek2 die yg bersepah dkat malaya ni..
naseb bek dkat sabah n sarawak takde...

die ni dulu baik jgak dgan aku..
tp skarang aku rase meluat tengok muke die...

so..
aku harap suatu hari nanti die akan berubah menjadi insan yang lebih berguna...

aku nak kawan aku balek !